Let me out
Journal Entry: Sat Apr 26, 2008, 8:03 AM
对一切都麻木了,生活,感情,EVERYTHING。身心都已经很疲累了,生活已经变成简单的机械运动,毫无感觉。每天都在思索自己的的生活,解读自己的思绪,BUT,毫无发现,毫无惊喜。我究竟还可以对生活有什么期待,我自己也不能回答。生活像一杯清水,平淡且无味。已经失去了信心了。IM LOST。灵魂在不断地堕落。失去了生活的意义与方向,很想走出这个迷宫。LET ME OUT。
原来自己比想象中更脆弱,有时也很讨厌自己的软弱,但我明白到自己的脆弱只有自己知道。我掩饰得很好。很渴望得到其他人的痛爱与保护,只是自己不肯承认罢了。但幸福是很难降临的,自己深深知道这一点,但我仍然选择去相信,去相信在这个世界的某个地方总有那么一个人在等待着自己,或许是自己太傻了。仍然为自己找一个美丽的谎言去满足自己,欺骗自己。太乐观了,总去逃避现实,是时候清醒了。我深知自己的缺失。明明已经失去了拥有的权力,还要编造谎言。
明明很想得到,却永远都得不到,,,,
- Mood:
Fear
Devious Comments
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Etsi Omnes Ego Non!
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We work n the dark..
We do what we can
We give what we have
Our doubt is our passion and our passion is our task
The rest is the madness of art
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Heroic kings laid down to rest.
Forgotten is the race that no-one knows.
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Dreams are real while they last, can we say more of life?
thank you miss
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Siamo i figli di mezzo della storia, senza scopo ne' posto. Non abbiamo la grande guerra ne' la grande depressione. La nostra grande guerra è spirituale, la nostra grande depressione è la nostra vita.
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"Cherish forever what makes you unique, cuz you're really a yawn if it goes."
-Bette Midler-
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The best shisha in Poland
Thanks for the
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I take pictures OK?!?
mail me | view me | flickR me.
thx for the fav.
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If you open your mind for me
You won't rely on open eyes to see
The walls you built within
Come tumbling down, and a new world will begin
Queensryche, Silent Lucidity
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Roy
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